Wow, it's been years since the last blog post. Decided to post again after seeing another person's blog while searching for info bout modules. Somehow, he motivated me again.
All those previous posts seemed not to be from me. However, they are. The email address registered is still the same. Saw 1-2 posts and rly had no recollection of them happening. Well, not surprising since I can't even rmb things that happened recently, not even weeks ago. Memories of Expo, Psych camp just feels so distant, like it wasn't even me.
& That reminds me of that book, Atheist's Guide to Living a World free of illusion, that there is no self. Maybe that explains it all. That self that blogged in Sec 4/J1 is not the same as that that went through 40 SAR or that which is going to go through uni now. No idea what i'm living for really.
Perhaps I will continue posting when I feel like, when I even remember this blog. Or it will remain a sudden random post out of nowhere. Maybe I should treat this place as a place to rant and post all the stuff that I feel, so that one day I may re-visit this place and try to understand what I once thought.
Seriously, this is all a sudden random burst of thought in my mind. The mind is really a mystery. Hope they solve it within the time I'll spend on Earth.
Ah, let's end this. If any of my friends still know and see this post. Please Facebook message me ok :) it will be interesting to know why you decided to view this blog again haha.
